Not in the mood of blogging , or even worst going to work, I dun believe at first the phrase “ money will get in the way with love”. Now I understand. I am an independent person , it just kills me to ask someone help! Specially when it comes to money matters. ‘

My tiny winy loan for my new car(viva) has approve. Now I had to find another RM 1300 to add to my depo. Wah… in the state of money prob mane nak find extra money.

Addition to that, the photographer for my wedding ( extra photographer) not booked yet. Am I being too overboard with all my preps. Biase la kot? … then the 600 muffins + 300 cupcakes. Then there is my honey moon, tu tak kesah… but with my basic 1.5k mmang tak cukup la rasenye for all of this.

Ah.. Tak suke nye pakai duit orang ! ( duit mr.Shahril) ~~ Relax Fyna.. u can do this … I just really hope everything went well, and for someone who hates to go to kenduri… managing you own kenduri is not easy after all.

Here the list I can think off ( again listing2… nothing been done ! )

Dapat pulak parents kawin koboi tak heran dieorg gan benda2 ni

• 1.Pelamin Garden ~ Green Grass + light yellow flower + Pink Flowers + Crystals
  
• 2. Baju Pengantin ~ Black+white ( Nikah ) = Silver ( Kenduri Besar ) = Pink + lite blue Can Can Gown

  (Potong kek)
  

• 3. Katering ~ Simple² ajer… 1300pax + Kek Bertingkat² sampai bumbung ahaks~
  
• 4.Door Gift ~ 600 Muffin + 300 Cupcakes + 100 Goddies

• 5.Kad Kahwin ~ 500kpg

• 6. Hantaran ~ 4 down , Will buy another 4 This week

• 7. Hiasan Hantaran ~ probably Fresh Flowers + white Basket

• 8. Kenduri ~ Menggantung + Doa Selamat+Berinai+ Khatam Quran+Doa Selamat Nikah+Potong kek

• 9.Borang Nikah ~ Not Done

• 10.Studio Photo Shoot ~ diet First will be This Month

• 11.HoneyMoon ~ Melaka + Backpacking Merayau²

• 12.Kereta Baru ~ rm 378.00 Sebulan + Bboy’s Car rm 300.00

• 13.Rumah Sewa ~ Masih Mencari, Will be in Ipoh ( mr. Shahril Wishes )

• 14.Perabot Rumah ~ Had nothing figure out !

You See,

We Had nothing figured out! Plus if im pursuing my degree on December , Mr Shahril will be our sole provider to our new Family , Ill be Gone for 2 years Babeh~.. Not To mention The daily expenses..

But Kata orang, Tak baik fikit takder duit.. nanti betul² tak der duit.. kena banyak berdoa and bersyukur dangan rezeki yang ada. And bila Kite dah bina masjid , Allah akan Kurnia Lebih Rezeki… Amin,

2012 lyrics

i Love him so much!!

by Jay Sean

Ohh ohh 2-0-1-2 ohh-yeah
It’s alright, Oh It’s alright
You’d know what they say
Life ain’t always easy everyday
With five us so forget a day
It all about tonight at the school start
A riot a-riot be red ohh
Bottle poppin til we cant stand
We keep rockn til 6 am
New York to london over to Japan
Turn it up .. Turn It Up..
Match it up
We gonna party like
Party like
Like its the end of the world
We gonna party like
Like it’s 2012
You Know that it doesn’t matter
As long as we got each other
Turn it up.. Turn it up ..
Match it up
It ain’t the end of the world
Ohhhhhhhhhhh
We gonna live like it’s the end of the world
We gonna party like
Ohhhhhhhhhhh
Turn it up…
Turn it up…
Match it up
It ain’t the end of the world
World 2-0-1-2
Have a drink with me and let make tonight
Go down In history..
In history
Yeahh
courtesy OriginaLyric.Info
Lets make belive its the last 24 hours
And this whole world is ours eternally, eternally (hey)
Heyyyyy bottle poppin til we cant stand
We keep rockn til 6 am New York
New york to london over to Japan
Turn it up ..
Turn It Up..
Match it up
We gonna party like
Party Night like, like it’s the end of the world
We gonna party night like it’s 2012
You Know that it doesn’t matter as long as we got each other
Turn it up.. Turn it up ..
Match it up It ain’t the end of the world ohhhhhhhhhhh
(nooo)
No im not gonna follow
Anything that they say anymore
And its never too late to start again
So lets start it with right here and right now
Party like, likes its the end of the world
We gonna party like, like its 2012
You know that it doesn’t matter as long as we got each other
Turn it up turn it up mash it up
It aint the end of the world
(ohh)
We gunna live like its the end of the world
Gunna party like
(ohh)
Turn it up turn it up mash it up
It aint the end of the world..

In Too Deep!!

my eternally obsessions !



The faster we're falling,
We're stopping and stalling
We're running in circles again
Just as things were looking up
You said it wasn't good enough
But still we're trying one more time

Maybe we're just trying too hard
When really it's closer than it is too far

Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under
Instead of going under

Seems like each time
I'm with you I lose my mind,
Because I'm bending over backwards to relate
It's one thing to complain
But when you're driving me insane
Well then I think it's time that we took a break

Maybe we're just trying too hard
When really it's closer than it is too far

Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head, instead of going under
Instead of going under
(Instead of going under)
Instead of going under

I can't sit back and wonder why
It took so long for this to die
I hate it when you fake it
You can't hide it you might as well embrace it
So believe me it's not easy
It seems that something's telling me,

I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under
Instead of going under
Instead of going under again
Instead of going under
Instead of going under again
Instead of going under again (Instead of goin' under again)

HoneY Moon Preps

Actually my wedding preps is far than finish, but still I dunno why im keep worrying about or honey moon… Since my wedding is on December sadly its monsoon time.. so there goes my dream of tioman and redang island… thinking about going to Genting Highlands
But again it the school break season.. surely it will hectic and pack! I love to go tough… but i read on some blog that in school holidays if we are dreamin on getting on the rides.. the Que will be as 1 hour long! Mahhh… I not that patient la .. and besides I need somewhere quiet and relaxing without bursting my pocket (=.. and they said food is very costly there.. dunno la.. I use to spend like I was a millionaire on fine dining.. no biggie.. but the fact of the waiting and crashing with school kids is just unbearable

This just hit my senses, school holidays..mostly everywhere is jammed packed! Who.. I hate school kids , dunno why.. probably u cant differentiate me with them.. haha! One Location comes to my mind just recently . Pulau langkawi .. which I have visited like 3 times already.. It was an Ok island, Packed with tourist.. but depends on which part of langkawi… the 5 star area is definitely a dream, plus they do really have great spas over there. No liking the weather tough … either is hot like gazillion degrees or it pouring rain … but some of the beaches is definitely a must visit.

This Will be our first time travelling together =) can’t wait! I haven’t really decide yet on where to go… can go both rite? First we go to Langkawi probably few days after reception and on the way back to Perak we go Genting.. Berangan je la kamu.. haha.. If I got accepted to Uitm for my degree then I have to be back and ready as early as 23rd December . as the registration date is on 27th December, and I have to get my document ready by then. Not to mention my reception is on the 11th December and my Nikah is on 10th December 2010. My wedding Preps is far than ready… Honey moon.. Figure out now so I dun have to think anymore… besides I have to book the hotels in advance. Im sure most of the hotel are fully booked by now.. hopefully everything went well ! I really need a break before I went for my degree ( hoping greatly I got accepted !) amin

Moto GP anyOne?

I got a pair of ticket Grand Stand to watch the race 8th-10th this October! He'll surely be a fan of these.. actually bukan nak tgok race sangat... (*wink)

Red Panda : So Cute!

just surfing the net and found this website Zoo Borns Sooo cute!!

THINGS NOT DONE

Its Nearly Closing To October But banyak lagi Preps Wedding Yang belum Settle Lagi.. Lagi Pulak In Career Dillema ni.. Nak berhenti Kerja Atau Tak.. Im Going For Degree in December . ( Kali ni Confirm !! ) haha… There Gazillian Things On my Mind Now.. Hopefully Tak terkena Syndrome Tunang.. aHaks.. kate Setengah Orang.. Time Bertunang ni, Banyak Dugaan Melanda …But For Me, it’s more about the preps Craze and im worrying Gazilliantly Incredibly shocking and Nervously About The Details Of wedding.. Since im New in HTML Editing.. So Im just Gonna List The Details( yg terfikit Right Now ) about the Things That Blum Have My Personal and One 2 One Attention (survey bagai nak rak.. 1 haram pun tak buat lagi)

1. Pelamin Garden Not Confirmer at DH Andaman Yet. Must Go Next Week Or This Coming Weekend

2.Fitting baju 1 Month Before The Event

3. Tangkap Gambar Studio ( October ) But Not Yet confirmed With DH the Actual Date

4.Arena Square Batu Gajah Sudah Confirmed Date.. Tapi Dieorg xnak terima Payment lagi.. They wanted 1 month Before Event, Gi mane Tu… Susah Orang je!

5. Hantar And Prepare Borang Nikah ( I know I should Done this Ages Ago.. Must So A.S.A.P

6. Oh! My! God! Im Freekin out!

7.Catering For my Nikah + Khatam Quran + Doa Selamat

8.Bed Sheets For My Bilik Pengantin

9. Katil ( Ha.. Ha.. Ha… Cadar dlu la.. baru Katil )

10. Find additional Photographer.. In addition To DH package

11. OMG! Wedding Cards

12.Orang tukang Lukis / Bubuh ? Inai/Henna

13.Im Going To be Crazy After No 15

14. Finish Buying Hantaran ( 4 done 9 To Go )

15.Cari Tudung for my Nikah + Reception

16.Find Bangle For My Batal Air Sembahyang Go With Mr. Shahril

17. Sit Down And Discuss Toughly.. Help me Please!

18.Bunga Telur

19.Goody Bag

20.Bunga Pahar

21.Kasut

22.Baju Melayu Mr.Shahril

23.Planning HoneyMoon+ Booking Hotel (Genting)

24. Song LisT For Reception

25. Kompang + Kebudayaan +MC + PA system

26. Test Makeup + Baju with whole outfit

27. Jumpa Tok Kadi Kasik Amik Hati

28. Im Definitely Freekinly Out Figuring Out All This

29. CAT rUMAh



IT SHOULD BE 30 WHEN I LISTED OUT ON PAPER.. BUT NOW 29.. Hmmmm

My Engagement Photos + List Hantaran

Bloggin again , Actually patutnye dah lama dye upload pic2 and bashing my bridezilla syndrome in Blogger.. Im done bashing everyone in FB. So these are some pictures in engagement event...








So i Listed the Hantaran For My Ariels

• 1. Dodol ( Adikku Ben & Ayah Homemade )
  
• 2. Wajik ( Opah Kg. Bota yang Sposor )
  
• 3. Bahulu ( Opah Chu KL Sponsor )
  
• 4. Kuih Bakar ( Kuih Tunjuk Mama ku )
  
• 5. Pudding ( Mak Mi tlg Buatkan )
  
• 6. Buah ( at first beli sendri dan siap wrap tgok2 Opah Cu bagi lagi.. so Wrap Again , Beli Bakul Gedabak Punye Besar .. Lantak )
  
• 7. Gula2 Lolipop Gubah Jadi Anggur ( My dear Mom Kena Paksa Buat huhu.. Mane boleh.. Orang len Nye tunang die buat! Saye Punye Pun Nak la jugak~~)
  
• 8. Kek ( beli Kat Confectionary Kt tesco aje.. Mr Shahril punye Duit haha )
  
• 9. Pulut ( Opah Ku )
  
• 10.Rendang ( Mak mi ku )
  
• 11.Tepak
  
• 12.Biskut Raye ( Tat Nenas + Semperet .. Tah aku x tau bile mase ni jadi hantaran aku pun tak tau.. ni Syeira ngan mak die tlg sumer.. aku tlg bagi je.. huhu )
  
• 13. Air Gula ( Resipe Jimmy Asmara . Opah Chu Punye Idea.. seDap Ke? Sedap juger.. Kalau x .. Xkan Dah abis Mr. Shahril Buat Air )
  

Hantaran To Mr. Shahril Ridhwan

• 1.Perfume DunHill Desire Blue


• 2. Bath Set Lavender Body Shop


• 3.Polo Sport Watch


• 4.Sony V-Cam


• 5.Belt & Wallet


• 6.Sling Bag


• 7. Kemeja & Tie


• 8.Nike Shoes


• 9.Quran


• 10.Sejadah


• 11.Cincin

Wedding CRAZE

Suda lame tak update blog..
Now im preparing for my wedding on 11-12-2010.. ofcourse..the preps starts before that.. now dah pening sangat fikir about other preps before my nikah .. or solemnization.. My mom ask me last night die cakap " kamu ade ke duit nak cat rumah + beli katil + duit kenduri berinai + duit kenduri Nikah + duit makan2 time kemas rumah nanti???".. haiya...

ini pun mau tanye saye ke.. die cakap pulak "mama sudah ilek pocik.. sume duit sudah bayar OUM ( die sambung degree ) heh~~ aku pun tak sambung lagi.. sudah tak sabo nak kwen.. Ni sume opah aku punye keS la ni.. tetibe nak buat berinai segala.. so.. petang ni.. Get ready la Opah ku tersayang... petang ni. cucu mu akan datang mintak Uwang.. (mesti u guys pk.. u nak kwin nape ssh nak mintak orang .. kan) hahaha. ikut kemampuan aku.. and bakals .. mmg la mampu nak kuar dwet sndri.. Tapi.. daRi membazir taK tentu psai.. baik la save up. Cz a Few week after the Weds Saye sudah mau Sambung Degree.. Tu sape nak cikau Duit..!
Ape2 pn Untuk Hilang kan Neves and Ponin2.. From Now On Sye akan BerBlog menghilangkn Kegilaan Bridezilla. Rase nye Dah fedup and Nyampah Orang2 Kat Face book nak Bca Status aku,,huhu

My Engagement

... Selesai Sudah Satu Chapter dalam hidup aku... lega, but at the same time... wah saye dah jadi tunangan orang yer? ... rase cam sama je. tapi bile pk2 balik.. syiok lak rase. cam baru la ade somebody special dalam life.. yang lawak nye engagement ni pun jadi dengan rushing2 .. salah aku .. aku tahu coz aku tak sembang abis2an dengan parents ak.. but neway nasi dah jadi bubur.. sudah kenyang makan bubur dah pun... huhu aku puas!

what ever la... tadi dalam pukul 4 - 5 ujan beb... aku punye la risau sangat2 coz side lelaki akan datang lepas asar.. kire dalam waktu tu la kan... siap kilat ape sumer.. yang pelik dah berminggu tak kilat and hujan macam tu... tapi elok2 je aku siap2 dalam bilik... ( aku buat kenduri kat rumah opah ) hujan pun reda.. then posing2 dalam blik .. thank god kak hada bawak camera DCR... cantik la gambar die... bateri camera aku dah kong.. yang ada Vcam tu pun tak cantik snap pic..

Cakap bab hantaran lak... mula2 aku cam sedih gak tgok hantaran tak penuh katil... time tu aku siap2 nak balik rumah jap... cz nak bersiap makeup ape sumer... tgok2 pas datang balik umah opah... dah penuh katil.. macam2 ade... Thanks ler saper2 yang ade tolong2 buatkan hantaran tu specially for syeira and her Ummi .. kalau tak.. tak jadi la hantaran tu..

Overall it was an event understated at first but at the end spactacular! memang happy sangat2.. and yeah after all.. saye makeup sendri.. vail pun buat sendri.. never plan nak buat kenduri... tudung beli 1 day before event... haha...

LAgi pulak.. boleh je aku batuk teruk skung ni... time dieorng tengah bincang2 aku tahan2 je batuk dalam bilik.. haiya.. macam nak mati... Shah pulak Tak Datang , Die duk umah Mak unggai je... ingat kan lepas die makan ape sumer... die datang la.. nak bergambar... tu pun die tak buat.. tak per la.. saye je center of attention...