Wednesday, January 13, 2010

New Friends , Old Friend.. Still your the one and Only friend i got.

hi,

im writing today after 2-3 days of friends hunting on facebook... kenape yek? sedangkan if i do remember it correcty in my short term memory brainer.. i hardly make or keep any friends. i mean best friends. Is it because im such a social freak or im just simply minding my own biz? dunno lah. lets start on my first best friend .. tak silap time tu umur ku baru 6-7 tahun,... ade dua orang insan nie la yang duk ikut je ako gi mane pun... Anis fadzillah and Siti Aisyah. dari time tadika sampai la agak2 tahun 6 kowt.. cz pas form 1, anis mmg dah tukar skolah... and Siti Aisyah tu kurang kawan ngan aku.. cz i got such a bad reputation at school and most of the "village" people lah. Who cares!..
And then suddenly, between Siti and Anis.. comes 1 group of girls who change me forever! start with Izzati, Ailia, Khairida, Lela..to name a few.. start from 11-17 .. lame jugak la .. tapi dari aku form 4-5, aku dah kurang rapat dengan dieorang kononnye,,, cz nak concentrate study.. tah looking back if i'd knew my life would turn out like this. i should just blaghh myself and would'nt care less about the stupid exam stuff.. dah...( or mybe not!)
till i have given up to find true friend.. i've bonded with one of my classmate of 5sc2. Laily.. we were great friends. sleep 1 pillow ,bath 1 shower (convert that into bahasa to hear it better).We was great friends until i was about 18.. till everything lashes out~! My boyfriend at the time, Told me that Lily had invited him over to her house. tapi buat pelik nye... cara die invite tu cam something. She wanted to see him privertly at her house to talk about me. ( asking him to hurry before her father gets home ) whut the fucking shit!
If you wanted to talk shit about me.. atleast consider to do it somehwhere else.
Just think if you were the best friend of someone.. and if you wanted to atleast talk shit to her boy would you dare to invite him over... what does that tells about you? i know i would'nt do that.
Sebelum sume tu jadi memang ramai dan yang warn about her.. but i didnt listen coz for me... kalau aku tak nampak and experience those things they said about her i wont believe a shit. Girls like Zulaikha, Fairuz, Sara and Syahida had been trough what i have.. and i was blind sided by only listening from one side... and now i know that it is all lies... and most stupidly,, i have surf the entire myspace and Facebook ( hopefully to my nearest network) and i can find her anywhere,, that including most of the chinese girls that She so called close friends.Lai teng, Su-N, Poh Yee ect.. theres not even one accound added her as a friend?.. Or she's just being "Buta IT"? ... damn.
Starting my college year was fun! i was'nt accepted to IPTA.. despite my flying colours SPM!.. dohh.. malas nak tunggu second intake masuk je la IPTS..dekat je .. dari Science stream... bidan terjun ke Business Studies., (ITP) Institut Teknologi Perak.Study in Uitm Franchise program.. kire budak Uitm luar la nie. (same je scroll diploma aku.. ape heran!) memang best la ITP.. cz 1 kelas aku ade la 7-8 orang paling banyak!. so Gossip and back stabing to cam rotate je .. small group katekan. Ade pulak minah aku kenal name die Jusmanieza.. ya allah.. dengar die sembang memang kaki kencing! kaki penipu.. kuat mencuri lak tu! die sembang memang xnaka kalah.walaupun member2 lain dah tau die memang penipu BESAR PUNYE... bodo betul.. ade lak member sorang ni Fatimah name die... die sembang gan gerabak ketapi yang tak pernah putus2.. haha. takpe die xmenipu cam jus tu!Then theres Adreen.. memang competitive gile.. die xbanyak cakap sangat la.. sampai la last sem.. bile terbongkar jus kutuk die gile2!... time tu la orang tau diecammane.. Then theres Salwana.. Die ni aku tak tau la... kekadang die blur . tapi bile time exam die tetibe lak lagi tinggi markah dari ak .. pelik gile. then theres all not so sain..Syazana.. ni lagi la aku xfaham,,, i benda die cakap pun aku memang nak pecaya pun susah... belum lagi perangai gedik2 die tah aku memang xboleh blah nye la..1 family die pelik gile!... lantak ko lah...

Last but not least... Shahril Ridhwan Jalaludin.. this guy la.. even 10,000 miles you tried to run away from him.. he will be at the end of the road just in a sec.!! he's my friend.. my one and only.. gile aku hampir tiap2 hari jumpa...mane tak nye.. die duk betul2 just on the corner dari rumah aku... just to name a few... friends comes and go.. but Him is here to stay! nanti la aku tulis pasal Him lagi... ngantuk dan melabun ni!